Aug. 24th, 2012

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Just got off the phone with SOB.  I told him that yes, I do still love him but his drama is exhausting.  He told me to stay away from his family and friends.  All of them.  And I am not allowed at SD's sweet sixteen.  Then he called me back, apologized for being an asshole but reiterated the same message.  He doesn't get it.  I am done.  I am officially done with answering phone calls from him, mainly because he calls when he is high (of course I don't know that for a fact but you should hear him).

Anyway, I hope this is over.  I will truly miss SD if it is but I can't take the bullshit anymore.  I can't take his bullshit.  And I don't want to expose any future boyfriends to it.  Truthfully, I am partially at fault.  In my mind, I keep thinking how important I am to SD.  And I am sure on some level she will always care for me but she is now 16.  She is also blindly attached to her mom in Camden and there's not a thing I can or would do to change that.  I know the feeling.  Deeply.

Anyway, figured I'd get that off my chest before it manifests into a deep depression.

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