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Just got off the phone with SOB.  I told him that yes, I do still love him but his drama is exhausting.  He told me to stay away from his family and friends.  All of them.  And I am not allowed at SD's sweet sixteen.  Then he called me back, apologized for being an asshole but reiterated the same message.  He doesn't get it.  I am done.  I am officially done with answering phone calls from him, mainly because he calls when he is high (of course I don't know that for a fact but you should hear him).

Anyway, I hope this is over.  I will truly miss SD if it is but I can't take the bullshit anymore.  I can't take his bullshit.  And I don't want to expose any future boyfriends to it.  Truthfully, I am partially at fault.  In my mind, I keep thinking how important I am to SD.  And I am sure on some level she will always care for me but she is now 16.  She is also blindly attached to her mom in Camden and there's not a thing I can or would do to change that.  I know the feeling.  Deeply.

Anyway, figured I'd get that off my chest before it manifests into a deep depression.

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Date: 2012-08-24 11:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anodetonoone.livejournal.com
Good for you.

Does SD want you to be there? Did she say it herself?

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Date: 2012-09-20 02:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] simoriah.livejournal.com
Just noticed this comment. I am such a tool.

Yes, SD did say this to me. Tho it has been 3 weeks since I have spoken with her personally. It's been far longer than I usually go between talking with her but, ever since SOB threatened me with a restraining order, I am very skittish about calling over there.

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Date: 2012-08-24 01:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jezebelleinhell.livejournal.com
ouch. What brought this on?

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Date: 2012-09-20 02:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] simoriah.livejournal.com
Just noticed this comment.

Every few weeks, SOB gets in this mood where he wants to "finish everything". Like either he wants us back together, living together and all, or we never talk again. Ever. (THAT I can live with). And me never talk to SD again. (This is harder for me, tho now less so...). SO, this time I just gave in. And go figure we are still talking. *Facepalm*

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