Men and other Immature Creatures
Apr. 29th, 2009 01:33 amOK, so obviously last night is pissing me off more than I care to think about; therefore, the one way that I know how to get over this scenario is to write about stuff like this. My boyfriend is an inconsiderate pisshead. He was doing very well living with me up until this point, and now I want to kill him.
Normally, I have a coworker here that I have to bounce off ideas; naturally, she is out so that I will need to fend for myself. Maybe I was overreacting; but I seriously doubt it since I was really upset over the HUUUGE lack of inconsideration. Then, he acts like I am the bad guy.
This is the part of the day where I start to imagine what life would be like if we just broke up? Right now. I kicked his ass out of the apartment right now. Naturally, as temopting as it may seem, I refuse to do this, since I know it is more of a reaction to all of the shitty treatmnet I have received over the years from vqariuos different a-holes. For example, I imagine Ira going to live with his drug-dealer friebnd. Then getting the 16 yo girlfriend pregnant, and then going to jail for statutory rape. Then, he is stuck for the rest of his life registering to a sex offender list. Now, why wouild I think this would happen? Yes he tends to hang around weird people for the sake of drugs. But do I think he huimself is sleeping with them? as far as I can tell, if he is he is relly good at hiding it, and he is not good at hiding nothing. But my ex, well, my one-time lover that I met through a coworker, was so ridiculously trashy. I am so glad he ended up cutting me off at the pass. 29 years old. 8 yo kid in tow. Spent his life moving from home to home living off people he barely knew. He met this coworker of mine when she lived with her sister in NY. Her daughter (thankfully not the baby-momma) was dating him and when they broke up, he was homeless and went to live with my woworker until he found a place to life. Did not even attemopt to find a job in 6 weeks. Turnd me down, for an 18 yo working at Wawa, and used her for free cigarrettes. ending up sleeping w/ her in her bed at her parents house, when her parents found out he got thrown out...All the while never trying to improve mysef. I fell HARD for his butt too.