Stuck in the snow
Feb. 28th, 2005 10:20 pmAll I gotta say is, change is good. When I want it.
It is times likes these I wish for cable TV. Or A Great Sex partner. Or, maybe better videos. Now, I see the benefit of having a good entertainment system. I mean I love music but man cannot live by music alone. But hey, I got my own entertainment system. I got a bitchin radio and lots of music. Which sore fully needs to be updated, since I sold all my good CD’s when I was dating Khary and never bothered to buy new ones.
Also, I can clean and do laundry like I planned to do the other day when I lied around and did nothing instead. God I love being single with no kids. I can barely clean up after myself. Yeah, someday I might be in the mood to have a few kids, but right now, when I come home from work, all I care about is resting.
So, I am snowed in New Jersey. This kind of sucks. But I am broke anyway, so I can make the best of it and see what is in my email box tonight. Also, I gotta wait out the 60 day free Verizon free period. Also, I am reading about good ways to celebrate Eostre, which is the Vernal Equinox. This is the time I would love to have kids. In the book I am reading, they teach a person how to dye eggs with the traditional dye as opposed to the cheap “Paas” crap sold at Easter. That is what I would love to pass on, but I got to learn it first, I guess.
So, I got to go do laundry. I ate dinner early. Quesadillas with soy cheese and wheat tortillas, yum. Actually, it was not as bad as I expected. I cant complain. Had ti listen to a Tori Amos song I had not heard in a long while. Why do I shut myself out of my favorite music? Dunno why. I think I might even bring my CD’s up and have a Lillith faire concert in my apartment. Yeah, men suck!!! Well, I can’t say that, all the men in my life right now aren’t that bad. But I am not committedly dating any of them either.
Now, it is 10PM, I just finished my laundry. Had to walk to the Laundromat, in the snow. It was a great workout. Right now I am listening to Loreena Mckennit Mummer’s dance. That first song, Prologue, would be a great intro to a drama on TV or something. And while I am not the type who normally listens to so called New Age music, I love this album. It has got such a flair to it. I also have 2 albums, one for women’s music which I use for Esbats (full moons) and one for Sabbats (drum prayer, great for the 8 solar holidays). And laugh at me for this: I own the album Pure Moods. Laugh at me if you will, but that is by far the most borrowed CD I ever owned. Great to study to. Great to relax to. Great to ________(you fill in that blank) to. Now I am waiting for NG to call. I cant believe that a&$%hole. He has the nerve to promise to call me because he misses my sweet voice. Oh barf. Shut the F&^%k up. You don’t call me for a week just to tell me you don’t have time for me. You don’t have the balls to say it. Maybe it is just me; he wants to be friends. So he can show off any new girlfriend to my face and prove to me how unworthy of a girlfriend I am. Jackoff. Gotta stop, I am ruining the song. I love this song too much (“Mummers Dance, Loreena McKennit). Funny, I remember visions (this was back in college mind you) of running naked through forests with my friends. Nothing sexual about the moment, just reconnecting with the nakedness and pure joy of our animal bodies. This was when I still liked to see myself naked. Oh well, that time will come again. Now that I am eating healthy again (YUCK!) and limiting meat consumtion. I never realized how much energy I have now that I am not eating tons of meat. Not that it has the same effect on everyone, but I had to eat $1 dinners of chicken nuggets and fries. And Momma celeste Pizza. Maybe it was the overload of preservatives. Who knows. But I feel better now. And I got rid of the iced tea and changed it with filtered water. I read an article about how tea (yes even iced) is a diretic and for every glass of tea you gotta drink 1 glass of water just to counteract it, then drink another glass just for that glass of water. I feel better, no migraine. Oh well. When wil this snow end? Old man winter just does not want to die, I guess. I don’t blame him.
Well, guess I gotta to make something, I am hungry. Maybe have some mango sherbet. Hey it was the cheapest thing shop rite had. Well, talk soon. Thanks for listening.
It is times likes these I wish for cable TV. Or A Great Sex partner. Or, maybe better videos. Now, I see the benefit of having a good entertainment system. I mean I love music but man cannot live by music alone. But hey, I got my own entertainment system. I got a bitchin radio and lots of music. Which sore fully needs to be updated, since I sold all my good CD’s when I was dating Khary and never bothered to buy new ones.
Also, I can clean and do laundry like I planned to do the other day when I lied around and did nothing instead. God I love being single with no kids. I can barely clean up after myself. Yeah, someday I might be in the mood to have a few kids, but right now, when I come home from work, all I care about is resting.
So, I am snowed in New Jersey. This kind of sucks. But I am broke anyway, so I can make the best of it and see what is in my email box tonight. Also, I gotta wait out the 60 day free Verizon free period. Also, I am reading about good ways to celebrate Eostre, which is the Vernal Equinox. This is the time I would love to have kids. In the book I am reading, they teach a person how to dye eggs with the traditional dye as opposed to the cheap “Paas” crap sold at Easter. That is what I would love to pass on, but I got to learn it first, I guess.
So, I got to go do laundry. I ate dinner early. Quesadillas with soy cheese and wheat tortillas, yum. Actually, it was not as bad as I expected. I cant complain. Had ti listen to a Tori Amos song I had not heard in a long while. Why do I shut myself out of my favorite music? Dunno why. I think I might even bring my CD’s up and have a Lillith faire concert in my apartment. Yeah, men suck!!! Well, I can’t say that, all the men in my life right now aren’t that bad. But I am not committedly dating any of them either.
Now, it is 10PM, I just finished my laundry. Had to walk to the Laundromat, in the snow. It was a great workout. Right now I am listening to Loreena Mckennit Mummer’s dance. That first song, Prologue, would be a great intro to a drama on TV or something. And while I am not the type who normally listens to so called New Age music, I love this album. It has got such a flair to it. I also have 2 albums, one for women’s music which I use for Esbats (full moons) and one for Sabbats (drum prayer, great for the 8 solar holidays). And laugh at me for this: I own the album Pure Moods. Laugh at me if you will, but that is by far the most borrowed CD I ever owned. Great to study to. Great to relax to. Great to ________(you fill in that blank) to. Now I am waiting for NG to call. I cant believe that a&$%hole. He has the nerve to promise to call me because he misses my sweet voice. Oh barf. Shut the F&^%k up. You don’t call me for a week just to tell me you don’t have time for me. You don’t have the balls to say it. Maybe it is just me; he wants to be friends. So he can show off any new girlfriend to my face and prove to me how unworthy of a girlfriend I am. Jackoff. Gotta stop, I am ruining the song. I love this song too much (“Mummers Dance, Loreena McKennit). Funny, I remember visions (this was back in college mind you) of running naked through forests with my friends. Nothing sexual about the moment, just reconnecting with the nakedness and pure joy of our animal bodies. This was when I still liked to see myself naked. Oh well, that time will come again. Now that I am eating healthy again (YUCK!) and limiting meat consumtion. I never realized how much energy I have now that I am not eating tons of meat. Not that it has the same effect on everyone, but I had to eat $1 dinners of chicken nuggets and fries. And Momma celeste Pizza. Maybe it was the overload of preservatives. Who knows. But I feel better now. And I got rid of the iced tea and changed it with filtered water. I read an article about how tea (yes even iced) is a diretic and for every glass of tea you gotta drink 1 glass of water just to counteract it, then drink another glass just for that glass of water. I feel better, no migraine. Oh well. When wil this snow end? Old man winter just does not want to die, I guess. I don’t blame him.
Well, guess I gotta to make something, I am hungry. Maybe have some mango sherbet. Hey it was the cheapest thing shop rite had. Well, talk soon. Thanks for listening.