Sep. 25th, 2005

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So, my schedule has been totally revamped. I get off Saturdays and Sundays regularly, for the first time in my life (except for an occasional Saturday morning at the bank). And I work like a dog during the week. But I will take working like a dog, as long as working like a dog gets me somewhere. I just have to contend with the feeling of uncertainty in my job. But hey, I am willing to work by all of the rules laid down and I am willing to work on my save rate. So, I guess they have to keep me, right? Well, I will stop nagging my TL about this, I am sure she has better things to do.
So, what did I do on such an exciting weekend? Saturday, I slept. I mean, really slept. I slept until 12PM, then I woke up, did some LJ, then went and took a nap from like 3PM to 6PM. I hope I wont need to be catching up on sleep every saturday, I hope to be more productive. But, I really needed it after the week I had, with like 4 hours of sleep a night for 3 nights in a row. Heck, I feel like going to bed right now, except then I would wake up at like 7AM, which is not good when you dont have to go in until 11AM.
And then I tried to call NB. This guy from work. He was all fawning over me last week, and I made it clear that we were not to be dating each other until I start to lose weight. Now, he was a ghost. Oh well, back to bed.
Then, Saturday night I went to Houlihan's with KD. You know, the more I hang with her, the more I realize how much we are alike. We are both outgoing. and fun. And also VERY insecure about relationships. I am just like her with the overanalization of men's phone messages and every word in their conversation.

Mental note: better sex videos. Never. Maybe because I have pretty much tried everything out there, besides beastiality and child molestation, and obviously there are such things I would rather cut off my %*#(* than ever do. So, I know what pretty much pleases a man. And if I don't know what does, my insatiable curiosity will find out. And especially if I love the man, I will pretty much do anything sexually that pleases him. Except for threesomes, for emotional reasons. I will tell him to get that fantasy out of the way before we commit. Well.....maybe if we were in Amsterdam......

So, I digress...back to my weekend. As I listened to her story filled with baby-mama drama (she has no kids), I thank goddess I don't have a man with a kid. Not that I would mind, but its one thing to help out the baby's mama when she is down and out. But then again, its another reminder that I will always be second in his life.
So, we ate until we were stuffed. Then, I decided that I should call NB. He was not available so I called MB (for those of you reading this his first name is NOT Mike). And we got together, but only after I had to pay a visit to my job to check on a few accounts. I kinda felt like a loser, and then I saw my coworker here, and I did not feel so bad. All the while, I got into a heavy phone conversation with AR. This other guy from work. He is getting over being dumped in February by his girlfriend of 13 years. They were set to get married, and he bought a house, even has a room as a nursery. And I kinda feel him, but I really would like to strangle his ex for ruining such a good man for ever marrying again. I feel sorry for him. And of course, it does not hurt that he is an army ranger, very strong, and philipino so very hot. So, if I could only turn him around.....I'm not holding my breathe, one can only do so much. Although all he would have to do is ask.....
So, yeah I'm leaving work and spent the night with MB. Two words: jelly legs. Bad knees. Loud screaming. All topped off with a surreal body seizure followed by a rush of endorphines all over the body. And all he did was feed me ice cream (yeah, OK ;) )Don't worry, he got his, I made sure of it. I was relentless. But he thanked me in the end. And then I took him home. And I made him pay for gas. Damn, that stuff is expensive. I mean, like $2.85 a gallon in Jersey.
Then, I finished laundry, cleaning the apartment, filled the gas tank, and bought a few odds and ends. A real exciting weekend. The highlight being (other than the uhh, ice cream feeding) going to Michaels and looking at all of the arts and crafts. I am so excited for my new godson. I can't wait to buy him something and make it for him! And show him how much auntie Gi-gi loves him. (No baby can ever say my real name.) And I also bought a silver candle for three dollars. Well silver coated, but it is verrry hard to find a real candle.
And there in lies the problem. I have free time now I never had before. Now, I have time to develop interests and likes and dislikes. Hobbies. I mean, I always hate filling out those surveys, and they ask you your hobbies. I have no real hobbies. and I do not count "hanging out at bars" as a hobby. So, now I gotta further develop myself. Also, I have always been an audiophile, and now I can really go into full swing into this. Well, I am looking forward to next weekend, and I am also looking forward to 11AM, when I start work again. You got to, otherwise, you will never make it to work. Besides, as KD puts it, we are bartenders without the booze: we get to hear problems that nobody else cares to know about.

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