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Well, I was just laying in my bed wondering why all of the men in my life seem to forgot about me. Except the aforementioned Eddie, we did talk a little. But otherwise, all other men seemed to drop off the face of the earth. Then it hit me. Maybe it is a power greater than me trying to tell me I am not ready to date yet. Maybe the reason I am getting nowhere in the dating game is that I am fighting a force greater than I. I need to work on who I am and cement that person down first. Then I can date. Well, I have always said this, but now it is starting to feel like I am going against mother nature at this point. This seems to be a better explanation then I am just not worthy of being somebody's wife. First I need to learn how to be a good person to myself. Then I let only worthy men in. And it is OK if you know right away that there are going to be problems you cannot solve and if you don't want to live with these problems. I guess it is better I find this out at 27 years old rather than 47. Well, now I got to look at my bank statements and then go to the mall to look for some summer sandals. I have a life to live that feels better than waiting by the phone.